love is measured by fullness, not by reception

phoebe surprised me.

like i was to many people in e past, when love comes crashing down, some people will appear around u, which u never saw coming. she became a someone. i guess she could just relate. n she taught me e term 'comfort food'.

thanks for e little things, phoebe. it will and still hurts but im glad for u and i appreciate all of it.

and when u never knew, e people nearest may just be e most ready to give their love. thank u, mabel. u never asked for anything, just ready to give.

for all the wisdom and "experience" friends say i have, i guess it hurts e most when such things happen to myself. coz if u know me, i love as hard as it can go. i dont like things around to restrain me. coz i believe if u want that someone to be e most important person in ur life, u better treat her that way and show her she is. i believe we only love once so might as well make e most of it. at least to know that u gave ur all, is comforting.

phoebe got me hooked onto how words, when used perfectly and in e right mix, can express so much.

"The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost."

"You never lose by loving. You always lost by holding back."

"An act of love that fails is just as much a part of the divine life as an act of love that succeeds, for love is measured by fullness, not by reception." Harold Lokes

"Those who do not know how to weep with their whole heart do not know how to laugh either."

how do i let go.