last night.
was the first time i choked up with tears over our relationship.
no one was at fault. it couldn't be helped. only time has the ability to change things. and of course, a willingness in u to change.
it was a sensational feeling. being frustrated, and sad, yet not spiteful, or hurtful.
there was a calm. which i realised i haven felt in years. a sense of selfless quiet that only love can bring.
u need time to understand what a commitment means. what is it to hold together a life where now not just the self is important, but another, is equally, if not more important.
it's hard. it's already been so hard. but we'll try harder.
i thought this line last night summed it all up:
"i want u to know i love u no matter what."
even in adversity. even when there's animosity. even when things are unclear and we're in a mess, because that is the only thing we can depend on and hold faith to.
optimistically, i guess there are tears only when u care from the deepest of ur heart.
=)
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