Saturday, October 30, 2010

Legend.

that's a word i use often on seniors. my seniors. often, but sparingly. because i attach the highest value to the label.

in the space of five weeks, ive been called a CS legend and a Hall 4 legend. as much as i cannot express it, i am deeply honoured.

ive made an impact, but ive also made enemies. sometimes, i really regret these pieces of my university life. then along came the author Adrian Tan, who said during WKWSCI's 2008 convocation:

be hated. every great figure who has contributed to the human race has been hated. often, one is hated because one is trying to do right by one's own convictions. it is far too easy to gravitate towards the centre and settle into the average.

very wise. that surely exorcised some demons.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

a panicky melissa before robin's surprise

thiam peng says: (3:01:58 AM)
got emcee or not haha

baddabbing says: (3:02:08 AM)
lol dun have leh

thiam peng says: (3:02:17 AM)
cham
then u emcee meh

baddabbing says: (3:02:21 AM)
i got no programme line up hahaha

thiam peng says: (3:02:36 AM)
haha how can no programme!
bday partyyy

baddabbing says: (3:02:50 AM)
hahaha cuz the timing so flexible
also i figured got not much time
yall come at 6 plus
he comes at 7 plus
settle down all eat
8 plus can show video
then cut cake alr
then take photo
then bye bye

thiam peng says: (3:03:45 AM)
means he'll hav to go ard entertain everyone
he become e busy one
lol i need to copy this convo down

baddabbing says: (3:04:12 AM)
OIIIIIII bish.
hahahhaa
if not do what
must have game meh
also dunno what game to play

thiam peng says: (3:04:32 AM)
haha no lah
but at least hav rough idea
like speech

baddabbing says: (3:05:23 AM)
AIYA then just make him make speech
then video
then cut cake
eh wrong
is video
then speech
then i surely kena sabo-ed
then cake
then photo
then bye bye
pls, oh mighty teh ping, tell me if i missed anything else out

Saturday, October 23, 2010

self-respect

A journalism lecturer on reporting in Singapore, the challenges working with the state, and the meaning of it all:

"In the 9 years I've worked here, the civil service has been solid. They do not leak anything.

"But it is through our little attacks on the system that we gain some self-respect."

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Shame on who?

You go to a wet market, and in a tucked-away corner you happen to find the cheapest and best eggs. The pound-for-pound, in other words.

You believe you’ve uncovered gem, assured of quality yet economical eggs for, say, the next couple of months.

The next day, however, the stall owners relocate to the centre of the marketplace, and hike up their prices. All upon your feedback.

Such a move isn’t wrong. But somehow, it doesn’t feel right either.

That’s when the touchy region of ethics is being manoeuvred. Ever so grey, ethics guide the morals and conduct of a people, yet often have no binding effect on their actions. It is a self-policing system.

Transplant the capitalistic egg business to the internship process in Nanyang Technological University (NTU).

Before I enlighten you on the resulting controversy, let me explain how it works.

Students go away for an internship during their enrolment with the university at a company either of their choosing or by allocation. There is a list every year from which they can pick. At the school’s and companies’ discretion, individuals are invited for interviews or sometimes offered spots immediately.

However, there is a special round before all of the abovementioned when students can source for their own companies, for various reasons. It could be they have the relevant contacts, or wish to avoid the imminent cluster, or want to do something specific outside of ‘the list’.

At least two counts of a similar incident have called into question the behaviour of corporations and, by extension, the long-existing flaws of the much-maligned NTU administration.

What if I put in the time and energy to source for a company of my own and for myself, carry through the administrative and logistical procedures, but end up, to my surprise, seeing that company join ‘the list’, which everyone is entitled to, as a result of my efforts?

Note, I’ve not even been accepted nor given priority to a place.

These companies merely acted with their own interests at heart, deciding to submerge themselves in the wider sea of talent, where the best fishermen use the best tackle.

But in opening up their options, they’ve ignored courtesy where it’s due. They were uninformed (or misinformed), and it was those very internship-chasing undergrads who had informed them.

The nature of things in a capitalistic society has left the students with… Nothing. Kaput. GG.

Selfish reasons aside, this also isn’t natural, is it?

But what can be done? The students - the fee-paying clients of the university - are unfortunately in a lose-lose situation.

The system is flawed, and whoever they raise their grievances to, be it the school or the company, they risk incurring the wrath of the latter, putting their job application in jeopardy.

We can ask them to 'do the right thing', but that's certainly too much to expect of these young men and women.

Because NTU cannot control the actions of companies, the least it can do, in my opinion, is to prepare 'the list' early for the students' reference. The students would be able to assess the choices and plan self-sourcing accordingly.

Currently, this list is only finalised just before the application period, with companies still able to move in and out of it at their discretion. Students, on the other hand, will for weeks only have the previous year's list to guide them, which is often an inaccurate one.

NTU has to stop being wishy-washy and stand their ground. After all, if companies genuinely want interns, they should meet deadlines, and if students labour to self-source, they probably deserve the spots more.

The well-known Soviet spy Kim Philby once said, "To betray you must first belong." The ambiguity of this controversy lies in whether those internship organisations in question ever 'belonged' to those students.

There is a fine line between ethical and practical. When a company low-blows undergrads like that, the shame is on who?

The wet market, the egg seller, or my industriousness?

Thursday, October 14, 2010

the redefinition of beng

tattoos. piercings. brown hair. skinny jeans.

two barely-18 ah bengs in a train, and

1) they conversed in English
2) they gave their seats up to an old lady

how the world has changed since my days.

Monday, October 11, 2010

i like motion pictures




the film's classic quotes:

一朝天子一朝臣

洪仁就: 棋 不是这么下的 要赢 用不着吃光棋子

左手: 我不像你 我一出道就不是将军 只是个小卒子 用不着光彩

Saturday, October 02, 2010

Interview with actress Sherry Tan for Channel 5 drama Fighting Spiders 2

<br /> <a href="http://video.xin.msn.com/watch/video/guess-who-don-t-sue-it-s-sherry-tan-from-fighting-spiders-2/tnysjnzv?fg=sharenoembed" target="_new"title="Guess who? Don’t Sue! It’s Sherry Tan from Fighting Spiders 2!">Video: Guess who? Don’t Sue! It’s Sherry Tan from Fighting Spiders 2!</a>